A new post by me: Anxiety after all. I think I may be experiencing a generalized (I call it unspecific) anxiety, in which anxious feelings survive and persist even though (because of SDAM) I can no longer vividly recall the circumstances that caused them.
I just posted “France, memory and live jazz: Once, in real time, without a rehearsal”. It’s partly a continuation of my post from 2 weeks ago, “I think I’m finally over France” and partly a reflection on how memory affects the way I listen to jazz 🎹
Adrian Chiles of The Guardian on being diagnosed with ADHD as an adult. I read stories like this obsessively, even though I don’t believe that I have undiagnosed ADHD; just a minor problem with executive function.
I’ve just posted “I think I’m finally over France: I may have been trying to relive my experiences in actuality because I can’t recapture them in memory”
I’ve just posted I forgot the future: SDAM, aphantasia and a purpose in life. Before I knew I had aphantasia and SDAM, a psychotherapist asked me what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. I had no idea. But now I know.